The most intense of burning hells   Blasting expectations into smithereens   Never feeling normal, can't accept the truth   Resign myself to hating it, I hate it all      I cannot say that I don't like it   Because the words won't come out right   All I feel is bitter and it won't make it better      59 times the pain, I could never be like you   59 times the pain, I could never be with you   59 times the pain      Never figured out eating 3 meals a day   When the people sit in their broken-down homes   Look at the photos from different eras gone by   Shows the changes and I hate them all      Can't say that I don't like it   Because the words won't come out right   All I feel is bitter and it won't make it better      59 times the pain, I could never be like you   59 times the pain, I could never be with you   59 times the pain      Don't want to live with myself   Can't live with what goes on   All I see is the humiliation   I wish it was gone      Can't say that I don't like it   Because the words won't come out right   All I feel is bitter and it won't make it better      59 times the pain, I could never be like you   59 times the pain, I could never be with you   59 times the pain      59 times the pain, I could never be like you   59 times the pain, I could never be with you   59 times the pain