Nowadays I go blind   when they say there's more to our lives   then all the death and misery   in which I dwell and has my needs      Should say I believe in me   should make some sense in my life   But with a dark wind in my face   I admit I'd rather be dead      But in the darkness they search   for souls to help assisting the minds of the evil erupt   Hidden for mortals revealed   as you're dying in chambers of sonic disgust   Places devoted to serve the almighty   of whom I can say nothing good   In silence I learned to adjust to his temper   I followed my own path again      Introspection   I'm filled with perfection   my inner stream must by caressed   I know what to do with my mortal possessions   but restless   just wanna go back      Mellow entrapments   captures the life of only the weak   not from me   they see the hate in my eyes      She undresses I'm cold   in my eyes she can see where I've been   All of my dreams   reincarnated thoughts from behind   She whispers I'm still the only one   In my eyes she can see where I've been      I feel so heavenly   when the mist clears all of my mind   and I look back to the day   where I was guided into the light      God   as infamous you must obtain my light in your crystal   return it to whome it belongs   Keep out the questions involving my gestures   towards your domain the unknown   Handle my case as if I were your true son   neglecting my chance in this world   Help me provend any wrong turns when crossing   and soon you'll see me again