I asked myself    How can I   Hurt someone that's by my side   Knowing how you would take me back   Beautiful girl from way off track   But leaving me blue   Has made me grow   I played myself I told you so   Its so hard for me to let you go   I page you now and let you know      [Chorus]   Some days I wish I was your pillow   And I know exactly how you feel   Every night you cry it rains on me (on your mind is where I want to be)   Some days I wish I was your pillow   And I know exactly how you feel   Every night you cry it rains on me (on your mind is where I want to be)      I know you deserve much better then me   With a little more time I'm sure I'll be   Ready for your responsibility    Me doing it now would just kiddin me   Now I'm the first to say that I'm wrong   Would of straighten up had I known   That rains days be so long in my heart was my only hope      [Repeat chorus]   Some days I wish I was your pillow   And I know exactly how you feel   Every night you cry it rains on me (on your mind is where I want to be)   Some days I wish I was your pillow   And I know exactly how you feel   Every night you cry it rains on me on your mind is where I want to be)