Beauty to Disaster.   I cried the night you left me   I never cried so hard   I never felt so helpless   Except the night that we made love   From beauty to disaster   I held you in my arms   Long enough to reach around you   To keep my fingers warm   Through egos, bars, and pills   You kept me in my place   You saved me from this spotlight   Well, I guess I'm living in disgrace   From beauty to disaster   I held you in my arms   Long enough to reach around you   To keep my fingers warm   I wonder, how is California?   Is it the blonde-haired, blue-eyed life?   Is it okay for me to ask you   Do you have a husband or a wife?   From beauty to disaster   I never cried so hard   I never felt so helpless   I cried with all my might