Could it be a new day?   Fear in me so deep   You push me out, I feel far   The absence, close to me   The otherside I crawl   You push me out, I fall      Heal my wounds with everything   Away you complicate me   Sick of cycles, drop to zero   A while just like last times   My least favourite re-run   Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey      Escape familiar home   Memories remains alone   Reality trapped inside   The wicked descend - I hide      Testing higher mentality   I conquer myself through this   A furious path to walk   New space does exist beyond   In silence I dwell   Displeased   Remain with the seed of unfulfilment      "Try to remove obstacles as they appear" my master said   "Don't look too far, you'll stumble before you're even there"