I've had days full of loving   Days of hope, days with faith   Days where I was believing you'd be mine and you'd stay   I've had days where I'd miss you   I've had days of despair   But could I ever leave you? I don't know if I'd dare   I grow weak when you're near me   I go numb when you speak   I lose my breath when you're breathing   Right next to me      But my heart seems to tremble   Just a little too soon   When you're gone without calling   Through the night 'till it's noon      'Cause every night and every day   I'm wasting time when you're away   I wish I was stronger   But a life without you    I cannot believe   I cannot believe in   And I don't know how to let go      So much hurt in my loving   So much pain everywhere   You said you'd learn but you didn't   Don't know why I still care      And I don't know how to leave you   How to really let you go   How to close the door behind you   How to hang on to a no      [CHORUS]      But I've had days full of loving   Maybe a few, but they are there   You give me days of believing   I guess that's why I'm here.