I'm trying to tell you somethin' about my life   Maybe give me insight between black and white   And the best thing you've ever done for me   Is to help me take my life less seriously   It's only life after all, yea      Well darkness has a hunger that's insatiable   And lightness has a call that's hard to hear   And I wrap my fear around me like a blanket   I sailed my ship of safety till I sank it   I'm crawling on your shores      And I went to the doctor, I went to the mountains   I looked to the children, I drank from the fountains   There's more than one answer to these questions   Pointing me in a crooked line   And the less I seek my source for some definitive   (The less I seek my source)      Closer I am to fine   (Fine, yea)   Closer I am to fine   (Fine, yea)      And I went to see the doctor of philosophy   With a poster of Rasputin and a beard down to his knee   He never did marry or see a B grade movie   He graded my performance, he said he could see through me   I spent four years prostrate to the higher mind   Got my paper and I was free      And I went to the doctor, I went to the mountains   (Ooh)   I looked to the children, I drank from the fountains   There's more than one answer to these questions   Pointing me in a crooked line   And the less I seek my source for some definitive   (The less I seek my source)      Closer I am to fine   (Fine, yea)   Closer I am to fine   (Fine, yea)      I stopped by the bar at three a.m.   To seek solace in a bottle or possibly a friend   And I woke up with a headache like my head against the board   Twice as cloudy as I'd been the night before   And I went in seeking clarity      I went to the doctor, I went to the mountains   I looked to the children, I drank from the fountains   And we go to the doctor, we go to the mountains   We look to the children, we drink from the fountains   Yea we go to the bible, we go through the workout   We read up on revival, we stand up for the lookout   There's more than one answer to these questions   Pointing me in a crooked line   The less I seek my source for some definitive   (The less I seek my source)      Closer I am to fine   (Fine)   Closer I am to fine   (Fine)   Closer I am to fine   (Fine, yea)