We were sitting round a dying fire   Somebody lit incense, somebody lit a cigarette   And passed the bottle around   It was just strawberry season   Backbreakin' pickers in the patches   Every thing's burning down to ashes and down to the ground      She's saving me, I don't even think she knows it   It's a strange way to show it as distant   As last night's dream unravels   She's saving me, I'm a very lost soul   I was born with a hole in my heart   The size of my land locked travels      I try to put it aside but it's too much bigger than me   There's a big brown hawk in the tree   Lighting and leaving   And this tea leaves tossing   Heads up pennies in my pocket   Dead star like a rocket, the arc of my grieving      She's saving me, I don't even think she knows it   It's a strange way to show it as distant   As last night's dream unravels   She's saving me, I'm a very lost soul   I was born with a hole in my heart   The size of my land locked travels      The sky pours out biblical rain   Then days so still the beauty gives you pain   The heatwave kills the green and she remains unseen   But colors up my dream with all things blooming      This is not all there is, it's not a kingdom   It's not an angry God, it feels like her   It feels like no fear, it feels like no doubt   It feels like inside out, the ashes stir      She's saving me, I don't really think she knows it   It's a strange way to show it as distant   As last night's dream unravels   She's saving me, I'm a very lost soul   I was born with a hole in my heart   As wide as my land locked travels