Everything ends so quietly   So cold and shadowless   We put on fake faces   No one sees our shame   This is real, real pain      I'm here to abuse, I'm here to confuse   I'm here to amuse you   So look in my face, hide behind your wall   It's been a good day after all      I learn to hate myself everyday   Told to cry or cum   I'll lick your heals till my mouth bleeds   Maybe you'll kick me some      Left them both in strangers hands   Not a clue of what's humane   Came running back out to tell me a secret   Closed my eyes and turned the other way