Feeling like I can't forgive but I want to   It's like I don't know how to live, I?m afraid to   I used to think take them as they come without hesitations, no   Now, it's like my head is filled with lies and persuasions      As the sun begins to fall I hear her calling out to me   She's sayin', "Hurry, it's one more day gone"      What I wouldn't give just to forget, so I can remember   How to live again, I wanna live again, oh      I am feeling dissonant and distracted   The toxic chemicals are spilling in my head   And they're bleeding deadly reactions, woah      And as the moon begins to rise he shows me   All the colors that I?m hiding, I?m hiding myself      What I wouldn't give just to forget   What I wouldn't give to get some rest   So, I can remember how to live again   I wanna live again, oh      Am I desperately losing this fight? And oh   When I should really be choosing my flight   Take me, take me, take me now      What I wouldn't give just to forget   What I wouldn't give to get some rest   So, I can remember how to live again   I wanna live again      What I wouldn't give just to forget   What I wouldn't give to get some rest   What I wouldn't give just to forget   So, I can remember how to live