Lately I've been feeling so out of control Don't know who I am Swinging like a pendulum One day I'm high then I go so low I can't get out of my bed I'm all in my head       I'd point my finger at you    And say that you're to blame    But I know it's my sad game    I got these two sides fighting in me    Guess everybody has    One side is courage the other's mad    And when that one wins    And I'm not in my skin    You help me    Whoever I am    You help me       I wanna love like I've never loved before    Wanna see the world    I want the heart and the soul and all of the dreams    That I had as a little girl    Why's it so tough to wake myself up?       I'd point my finger at you    And say that you're to blame    But I know it's my sad game    I got these two sides fighting in me    Guess everybody has    One side is courage    The other's mad    And when that one wins    And I'm not in my skin    You help me    Whoever I am    You help me       Never never let me down    Never never fool around    No one's ever loved me like you do       Now tell me something would you baby?    How could you know what to do when you do what you do?    Always in the right way on the right day    When I look at you I know why I know what I know how I know where I know you from and I'm not going nowhere I'll be staying with you right here...