I'm alone again and I'm thinking about   What I shouldn't think about again   Trapped, dizzy   Spinning and spiraling down      Now I'm in love again   And it feels so good   It feels like nothing ever felt before   It's a song and I wrote it about you      I love you   See, I told you I was good      But this is nothing like I thought it would be   I'm scared all the time   I'm afraid, I'm gonna hurt you   I've gotta pay somehow      But it couldn't happen to me now      Runaway with me, my lover   Runaway with me   I want to let the world go   And I wanna buy you a ring      Maybe, I'll make it myself   Do you like rubies and diamonds   And emeralds and gold and silver   No, I wanna build you a mansion      Maybe, we'll live in a castle with servants and a pool   And we won't have to think about dying   'Cuz dying won't exist anymore and we'll be able to fly   We won't let anyone use the pool      Use the gun down the line and at the cigarette   And people let it regret   Protect yourself while you're killing me   Smoking as smoke of death      And I believe, I don't believe, I don't think believe   It's strong enough, it's bandwagon jargon   It's hip, just do it, but don't do it half way   If you put down your loaded gun   Put down your bow and arrow too      Now I wanna be in 5th grade again   I wanna worry about poison ivy   I wanna worry about getting beat up after school   I wanna send you a note and I wanna buy you a ring      Maybe, I'll make it myself   Do you like rubies and diamonds   And emeralds and gold and silver   No, I wanna build you a mansion      Maybe, we'll live in a castle with servants and a pool   And we won't have to think about dying   'Cuz dying won't exist anymore and we'll be able to fly   And we won't let anyone use the pool      I wanna buy you a ring      Maybe, I'll make it myself   Do you like rubies and diamonds   And emeralds and gold and silver   No, I wanna build you a mansion      Maybe, we'll live in a castle with servants and a pool   And we won't have to think about dying   'Cuz dying won't exist anymore and we'll be able to fly   And we won't let anyone use the pool