Is this what it's like to feel   somehow I forgot to mention   I hope this isn't real   at least you know you got my attention      And I've been acting like   a fool and I've been lost   seems that I've lost my self control   You don't deserve an explanation   I don't approve a thing you do      I've been waiting for you   don't know if I can make it through to   save you      You're still searching for something you already have   lighting fuses at both ends lets see what happens   You're still searching for something you already have   I'm tired of faking for you      Dig your nails in scratching my skin   I think you carved your name in   constant reminders burning fires   I think I'll throw myself in   I'm tired of faking for you