There are times that I should try   To be so much more alive   But if time was right then I would be with you again   Or do you worry that I try   To avoid the point and then deny   The time I spent deciding it was you again      It's when I live in a hiding place   It's the only way I feel safe   When I'm safe in a hiding place   (That's not hidden now)   I'm safe in a hiding place   It's the only way I feel safe   When I'm safe in a hiding place      And you're full of facts   But not things that could add up to words   Think about meaning more as an after word as in afterward      I return but don't remain   I'm impatient for a reason to complain about winter   Making me see through again   Or is it your damaged reply   That makes me realize that the more I try   The less that plans will help me comprehend again      So I live in a hiding place   It's the only way I feel safe   When I'm safe in a hiding place   (That's not hidden now)   I'm safe in a hiding place   It's the only way I feel safe   When I live in a hiding place      And you're full of facts   But not things that could add up to words   You think about meaning more as an after word   And you're full of facts   But not things that could add up to words   You think about meaning more as an after word as in afterward