I'm standin' in a shadow, hating the world   I keep a wall around me, block out the herd   It's a nerve-wreck placeto be, it kills real   Quick   You gotta scrape the concrete off your dick   But we're gonna live so happily   In a faraway place, just you and me   If I don't crap out   The sun will shine and give us a hug   The world will sing like a happy bug   If I don't crap out   No and I won't crap out   I won't crap out      I'm glad I am crazy, it keeps me trying   I despise the trendies, I know   They're lying   If you want to stir up real mud   You had better pay with real blood   But the birds will sing a sweet melody   In a couple of green indifferent trees   If I don't crap out   And you're gonna know how fine you are   Gonna write your name on a violet star   If I don't crap out   We'll have a window and we'll have a door   And a reason to be living for   If I don't crap out   And the material singers will fade into dust   Like forgotten merchants of disgust   If I don't crap out   No I won't crap out   No I'll never crap out   Oh I won't crap out   I won't crap out