faded, faded fast   life flashed through in pictures frames   and i have loaded and spun   the barrel of this gun again   you see we forget   and all the reasons we believe   are caught and crucified   on the cross of complexities   waiting, listening   say goodbye to analogies   when a word of love   will bridge from you to free      i'm in the midst of   all the lessons i have learned   and none are obvious or rehearsed      oh my God   i can't believe   you've got me running now   i'm desperate for you      an old friend made it   living high with family   kids to school, mums at home   he'll be home at six for tea   i'm with renting tenants   old microwave, one couch for three   a cause for question now   free to air, or pay tv?