Well I'm taking time to realize   I'm making myself sick   With every pill that fills me inside   It makes it hard for me to quit   It's not like I want to be a slave to something   But somethings got me and now I cant stop   BURNING out   I'm a lost cause   And I might not be here tomorrow      So call the cops   And tell them to lock me away   I'm sick and dying in vain   In there I can't hurt myself anymore   But I don't feel guilty cause we all make mistakes   And I'll just learn on the way   And maybe tomorrow   I'll be give this all up   But tonight I'm begging you for more      Cause all I wanted was a future   That I could call my own   But it isn't easy not to need this   And just let it go   You gotta believe me   I can't stop      Right Now I couldn't care less if this shit fuckin' kills me   Don't Save; Drown me   God is dead I'm buried by his side   This Ain't Temporary now      So I take a moment   And I let these pills sink in   Now I know I shouldn't be happy   But these chemicals let me pretend   Cause I've tried so hard   To give it up   But I give in to demons   Just give me a reason to stop   Cause I want more   My destiny has forgot me      So call the cops   Tell them to lock me away   And if I die   Then hide my body   But tell everyone I'm fine   Are we so perfect that we can't make mistakes   I want to learn on the way   I promise tomorrow I'll give it up   So come on   Give me that chemical contact   Oh yeah you make me feel so good   I got an itch you can scratch   So just kill me now   And End This War