In the roses, in the spring   I remember there was a time   I wasn?t afraid of anything   But with the lilacs and the rain   One day you went away   I remember I forgot everything      My mother?s always trying to tell me   How to be grateful, how to believe   My father?s always trying to say   Baby, you?re beautiful in every way      My lover?s always got me in his arms   Trying to protect me keep me from harm   So why do I always have to be   My worst, my own worst enemy?      In the shadows in the grays   In the lonely, there is a place   Where we can all hide away   But in the windows of the soul   There is nowhere we can go   If we keep running, running from our destiny      My mother?s always trying to tell me   How to be grateful, how to believe   My father?s always trying to say   Baby, you?re beautiful in every way      My lover?s always got me in his arms   Trying to protect me keep me from harm   So why do I always have to be   My worst, my own worst enemy?      You say I walk on water   You say I walk on the moon   But it?s never enough   (No, it?s never enough, no, it?s never enough)      You say I?m only human   It?s all in my head   But it?s never enough   (No, it?s never enough, no, it?s never enough)   One day I?ll find my alibi      My mother?s always trying to tell me   How to be grateful, how to believe   My father?s always trying to say   Baby, you?re beautiful in every way      My lover?s always got me in his arms   Trying to protect me keep me from harm   So why do I always have to be   My worst, my own worst enemy?