During some abductions, I'm aware of them   Of they're taking sperm samples   In many different ways   They've done it in many different ways      With tubes, with a like catheters   There's one way I not been able to deal with   Emotionally or under aggression   And that's when there's a being on top of me      And I can feel it growing stronger   And the hate towards them   I've got nothing to live for   Only to stay as another victim      They've been torturing me my whole life   I cannot understand why      For how long can I go on   When they have already raped every inch of me   Why won't they leave me alone   This is not the life I've chosen      It's time to put an end to this pain   I wanna get away from this hell      Those black empty eyes is haunting me   Hate and sorrow builds up inside   I must take my life to be free   This will be my final chapter