MARY MAGDALENE      I don't know how to love him.    What to do, how to move him.    I've been changed, yes really changed.    In these past few days, when I've seen myself,    I seem like someone else.   I don't know how to take this.    I don't see why he moves me.    He's a man. He's just a man.    And I've had so many men before,    In very many ways,    He's just one more.   Should I bring him down?    Should I scream and shout?    Should I speak of love,    Let my feelings out?    I never thought I'd come to this.    What's it all about?   Don't you think it's rather funny,    I should be in this position.    I'm the one who's always been    So calm, so cool, no lover's fool,    Running every show.    He scares me so.   I never thought I'd come to this.    What's it all about?   Yet, if he said he loved me,    I'd be lost. I'd be frightened.    I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope.    I'd turn my head. I'd back away.    I wouldn't want to know.    He scares me so.    I want him so.    I love him so.