Everybody loves me goes away   And I'd kill myself if that would make them stay   And I'm drinking to the day that I was made   And I'm sucking on my grown-ups lemonade      Yeah I'm a mean motherfucker now but I once was cool   Yeah I'm a bad motherfucker now but I once was cool   And I was born a long time ago today   And everybody loves me goes away      And it's Christmas time again   Yeah it's Christmas time again   And it's Christmas time again again and again      In my head   In my head   Am I dead   In my head      Curse the light that laughter shines on me   And I couldn't care if I'm never on TV   I'm fine and fit, I'm wasted, and I'm free   And everybody loves me lets me be      Yeah I'm a mean motherfucker now but I once was cool   Yeah I'm a bad motherfucker now but I once was cool   And I was born a long time ago today   And everybody loves me goes away      And it's Christmas time again   Yeah it's Christmas time again   And it's Christmas time again again and again      In my head   In my head   Am I dead   In my head      In my head   In my head   Am I dead