See what I'ma do is, like...   I just kinda wanna be able to, you know...   Smoke by myself,   Without kinda being bothered by what a motherfucker had to ?   Without really havin' to do nothin'   So I'ma go buy this pack, of 100's,   Take me about 10 minutes to smoke a whole 100   Yeah, I'ma snip one upside down   And I'ma take one out and I'ma light it...      Just give me 10 minutes   I just need 10 minutes alone   To not deal with a thing, to not answer my phone   Just to ig' my 2 way, ig' the shit in the streets   Just let me smoke this one cig in peace   Give me 10 minutes   Without y'all comin at me with that bull   Sometimes that's all it takes to ruin my last pull   And right now, that's what got the kid at peace   Let me smoke this one cig in peace      Look, now 'is a couple dudes that don't wanna see me poppin'   They sarcastically ask me 'when your CD's droppin'   Gotta keep my game face   They don't leave me no options   Can't lose my cool I know the streets keep watchin'   Dudes wanna see me lose it all   But I ain't come this far to fall   Let me talk to all of you dudes prayin that I lose it all   I ain't come this far to fall   And I ain't gotta walk around with my clip and nine   A real nigga just open his coat to me and said his is mine   He said call him with his problems   But he don't know that there's always problems, it only gets worse   Like, some dudes get threatened they can't stop me   So all they do is threaten to pop me   But go and get your weapon and cock, G   See it's real here, I dun been up and down the block all week and I'm still here   Look, you wanna know where the booze and coke at   Gangsta's, gorillas, damoo's and locs at,   Where the bricks, where the dick, where the X, where the morphene be,   Take the turnpike to 14B   But now it's back to this pussy dude threatenin' to hurt me   I didn't know all of this came with reppin' Jersey   But now it's no secret   If the thought of jump off doin it makes you so heated nigga so be it   But certain beef will be handeled if you're special   Only marble in the crib, is the handle on his special   My guns in the hood   I can't run from the hood   Nigga my sons in the hood   That should tell you what's what   Soon as I feel good you retards remind me   But son, it ain't hard to find me   I'm at ringside any time the fights on   And I'm in the big black truck with the carolina lights on   Or you can hop on the Pulaski Skyway   I'm in the strip club almost every Friday   Kats is cornballs   Y'all dudes is bitches   Like I ain't got enough problems with this music business      Just give me 10 minutes   I just need 10 minutes alone   To not deal with a thing, to not answer my phone   Just to ig' my 2 way, ig' the shit in the streets   Just let me smoke this one cig in peace   Give me 10 minutes   Without y'all comin at me with that bull   Sometimes that's all it takes to ruin my last pull   And right now, that's what got the kid at peace   Let me smoke this one cig in peace      Some days I don't wanna be bothered   Some days I just miss my father (damn)   Some days I just miss my father   Some days I wanna relapse on redline   'cause he'll be gone for 26 months fed time   I try to maintain through all this   And pray to god pop keep the same clean date and 4 dicks   My pockets flat kid   You do the math on $5.15 an hour full time after taxes   That wasn't good enough to keep my MO   Shit that wasn't good enough to complete my demo, for real   Some days I don't wanna be seen   And some days I don't shower, I don't wanna be clean   Look, sometimes the truth could hurt you   So I blow my cig smoke right at the Truth commercial   Some days I don't wanna be bothered   Some days I just miss my father   And even if by a miracle he makes it half way out   It wont be parole y'all, it be the half way house but NAH   That's not the right path for a Budden   'cause we're addicts, addicts can't do half of nothin'   Some days I'm reachin for the thing in the dresser   Some days I'm not invincible and I feel the pressure   Like if everyone's dependin on me, and I just stop   ...   Then what the fuck happens?   I can't take that route and girl out   And sometimes I don't wanna hear my girls mouth 'cause   My hectic schedule, she ain't considerate   So all I hear is the complaints and bickerin   Radio's, studio's, photo shoot's   She think I'm fuckin every girl that say I'm oh so cute, cute   Don't appreciate a man and you lose him   Worst thing to do to an innocent man is accuse him   And I ain't with beefin' with home's   Bran Nubian style, I had to love ma' but leave her alone   It ain't workin out, I'll see you aight   Just let go and let God see if we reunite   'cause with yo shit added to the dudes that wanna see me fall   Nah, fuck it I wont fall   Let me talk to all of you dudes prayin that I lose it all   I ain't come this far to fall, fall   But listen, I'm fucked up now   Don't ask why y'all   Sometimes the best medicine is just to cry y'all   Know what I'm sayin?   Excuse my voice fans, that should be a sign that I identify with what I'm sayin   'cause it's these type of thoughts that'll kill ya   If you smokin' with me right now, then you a good way from the filter   And I wont front like I ain't stressin'   Sometimes I need a hug, real shit, pain shit is pain lesson (nigga)      Just give me 10 minutes   I just need 10 minutes alone   To not deal with a thing, to not answer my phone   Just to ig' my 2 way, ig' the shit in the streets   Just let me smoke this one cig in peace   Give me 10 minutes   Without y'all comin at me with that bull   Sometimes that's all it takes to ruin my last pull   And right now, that's what got the kid at peace   Let me smoke this one cig in peace      Give me 10 minutes   I just need 10 minutes alone   To not deal with a thing, to not answer my phone   Just to ig' my 2 way, ig' the shit in the streets   Just let me smoke this one cig in peace      Give me 10 minutes   By myself, you the boys at home   That's all the time I really need to enjoy my bone   If you sparked when the song was beginnin at that time   Then your stoge should be endin with mine   And to you know who...   Ma, I never saw me being with you   But sometimes y'all dreams come true   I'm like your number one fan   Damn, I ain't think Joe would see you   You's a fantasy   I wasn't supposed to meet you, NAH   Chances of that were so unlikely   And if we did meet, you wasn't supposed to like me   But look, I rap now and it just so happens   God put me in a spot where that was just so happenin, see   She had a man, I had a girl   I broke up with mine and around that same time   We was hangin out she never laid a hand on me   But I could tell from the way she glanced at me   Her looks said baby boy somethin hampers me   And it would go down but I got my man with me   Lord how can it be?   You know I never been the dude to come and break up a happy family   And these 2 looked so happy on the outside   They could've only been happy on the outside   We eventually started creepin'   But for me it's just sex   For her it's cheatin'   It went down, one time, two times, once more   Talkin real passionate, every time it jumped off   I'm in deep y'all she's more than a jump off   We both catchin' feelins, both startin to want more   But guess what, she can't leave him   Maybe it's somethin' I don't know about, maybe she needs him   Means I still gotta front like we ain't sleepin'   Still gotta shake his hand, I still gotta see him   How's he supposed to look, supposed to feel for me   He gotta know I'm feelin you, and you feelin me   How am I supposed to look at that man with respect   With Bleek singin 'Is That Your Chick In My Head'   Dru Hill - 'Somebody Sleepin In My Bed'   Aaliyah - 'If Your Girl Only Knew' reversed, but look   Here's why I'm down and out   I'm kinda worried y'all   I ain't heard from him much since he found out   ?? it wasn't mine y'all, she's still in the brain   And I know wherever she's at, she's feelin' the same   So 'till my fantasy dame pop up   Everytime the cell rings I'm prayin that her name pop up, for real   I know y'all, I ain't supposed to wife her   But it's God's fault, I wasn't supposed to like her   Sometimes I think, why'd I have to meet chick for?   And some times dog, be careful what you wish for   Some times I don't wanna be bothered   Some days I just miss my father   He's stuck in the system   Treated like a dude that's heartless   And they just transfered him, brought him up on new charges   Yeah folks i'm back to that   So I light another one and smoke back to back for real   I'm chain smokin' if you ain't on my page, listen   I'm stressed out, hopin' this one'll taste different   Dudes hopin' that I lose it all   I ain't come this far to fall   Let me talk to all of you dudes wishin that I lose it all   I ain't come this far to fall      Nah, I wont fall   Hopin that I lose it all   I wont fall, nigga (nah)   Hopin that I lose it all   I ain't come this far to fall   Nah   Nah, (aint come this)   Some days I don't wanna be bothered   Some days I just miss my father (damn)      Just give me 10 minutes   I just need 10 minutes alone   To not deal with a thing, to not answer my phone   Just to ig' my 2 way, ig' the shit in the streets   Just let me smoke this one cig in peace   Give me 10 minutes   Without y'all comin at me with that bull   Sometimes that's all it takes to ruin my last pull   And right now, that's what got the kid at peace   Let me smoke this one cig in peace (peace, peace)