I have never been mean   Never been as bad as it may have seemed   I have never been vile   Never been twisted or unkind      Maybe I'm working too hard   Maybe I'm out of my mind   Maybe there will be a day   'Cause I've been losing my way   For such a very long time   That now I no longer know   Where to go      Oh, I wish I was a virgin   A virgin like you   I wish I had a distance   To put me through   I wish I had a burden   Wish that I had a dream   I wish I was as simple as you seem      Here we go again   When every direction leads to pain   And the one left I know   Is the one that I'm most certain   I don't want to go      Maybe there will be a day   Maybe I'm out of my head   Maybe love wasn't for us   'Cause I've been losing my touch   For such a very long time   That now I no longer know    Very much at all      I wish I was a virgin   A virgin like you   I wish I had a distance   To put me through   I wish I had a burden   Wish that I had a dream   I wish I was as simple as you seem      There was a time when I was a man   And everything was easy to understand   But now I'm floating like a shipwreck   Shrunk to fit in a foreign land      I have never been mean,   Never been as bad as it may have seemed