I couldn't talk for the longest time   About the deepest fear of mine   I'm haunted by this hurting spell   To see what I can never tell - it really hurts      Who am I - what can I say   I rather turn my eyes away   I hear my conscience speak out loud   You cannot change - you're way too proud      Don't let me down - I'm standing at the crossroads   Don't let me down - I'm standing at the crossroads      You gotta know, I can read your mind   And see that you're the kind   Who's hiding pain, hiding his life   Behind a wall, a wall of pride