I'm trying to tell you something about my life   Maybe give me insight between black and white   The best thing you ever done for me   Is to help me take my life less seriously   It's only life afterall   Well darkness has a hunger that's insatiable   And lightness has a call that's hard to hear   I wrap my fear around me like a blanket   I sailed my ship of safety till I sank it   I'm crawling on your shore      I went to the doctor   I went to the mountains   I looked to the children   I drank from the fountains   There's more than one answer to these questions   Pointing me in a crooked line   The less I seek my source for some definitive   The closer I am to fine   The closer I am to fine      I went to see the doctor of philosophy   With a poster of rasputin and a beard down to his knee   He never did marry or see a b-grade movie   He graded my performance   He said he could see through me   I spent four years prostrate to the higher mind   Got my paper and I was free      I went to the doctor   I went to the mountains   I looked to the children   I drank from the fountains   There's more than one answer to these questions   Pointing me in a crooked line   The less I seek my source for some definitive   The closer I am to fine   The closer I am to fine      I stopped by the bar at 3 a.m.   To seek solace in a bottle or possibly a friend   I woke up with a headache like my head against a board   Twice as cloudy as I'd been the night before   And I went in seeking clarity.      I went to the doctor   I went to the mountains   I looked to the children   I drank from the fountains      We go to the doctor   We go to the mountains   We look to the children   We drink from the fountains      Yeah, we go to the bible   We go through the workout   We read up on revival   And we stand up for the lookout   There's more than one answer to these questions   Pointing me in a crooked line   The less I seek my source for some definitive   The closer I am to fine   The closer I am to fine   The closer I am to fine