In a room draped in blue   I am thinking of you   I am tired, I can’t sleep   And for you I will weep      In a flash, you are gone   Yet around me life is calm   I cannot understand   Is this part of the plan?      I get cards with bouquets   But they can’t take your place   I have dreams about us   But I always wake up      I can ask all I please   I can beg down on my knees   For a reason, for a sign   But these answers I won’t find      And I will weep   Can you hear me?   Can’t you tell me why?      I’ll go on without you   And what’s left for me to do   But to stay where I am   In my world of pretend      And I won’t know until I die   If my faith was but a lie   ‘Til then you’ll hear it in my cry   I didn’t want to say goodbye to you