He's happy 'cause I didn't say, what I think anyway   I can't tell him what I think   He's happy 'cause I said, "You look gorgeous"   I wanted to say you suck, everything, you suck, everything      He's happy 'cause he knows he got away with it   He knows my love runs deeper than my feelings   I can't say, I can't tell him what I think   So pretend what I say      Still protecting the boy from the truth   Mr. Control you lose, you lose   Why does he call me, I'm so nice on the phone   In a bad fucking way, I suck, dignity, I suck      He's happy in a nice fucking way   He's happy, he sucks, I'm quiet, I suck   He's happy in a nice fucking way, I'm quiet, I suck   She's happy in a bad sort of way   They're happy, they suck, so happy, we suck