My soul...it screams for you   Can you not hear it?   My arms reach out for you   Why cant you take them?   My heart burns only for you   Can you extinguish it?   I love only to be loved by you   Why cant you love me too?      I long only to be held and care for   Why cant it be?   Am i to die alone and bitter?   What the hell is wrong with me?   My face is blackened and my eyes are sewn shut   With fear and sorrow   I no longer wish to love anything   Just cut the heart right out of me      Sometimes i choke on all the false love   that infects...me   Sometimes everything is not enough to cure   the sickness...inside of me (x2)      I did it all...cried black tears for you   Why cant you see?   Like a vampire biting my heart   Suck the love right out of me   Don't even care as my blood stains the floor   Cannot be cleaned   You cut me out and tore me through   Six feet unders the place for me      I feel it all as it sickens me   It feels like im dying inside   Because of the love I gave that can't be returned   My longing for instability is a personality flaw      I trust you with respect   And you tear me down(x4)      Love is Illness (starts over from the beggining)