I left cocaine - going insane   My first time - I want to try   I lock the door - I'm really sure   Now I'm alone - the needle in me skin   Defeated intellect - I lost my mind   I know all dangers - but I need more   I inject - now it's too late   Fantastic feelings - coming to ecstasy   Lying in the room - she closes her eyes   Fast faving blood - in her veins   Falling apart - total   Point of no return - shall overcome   There is no serious reason   To give ut my decision   I live my life today   I give a shit on any corollary   Your body is shaking, freezing, perspiring   Opening your eyes, having reveries   Walls look like ice, cold and glinting   The shining sun, reflected lights   You cannot act, you have no will   Controlled my poison, sudenly you scream   Father returns: "Get on your knees!"   Breathing heavily - oppressive atmosphere   Whispering voices - in your ears   Having red eyeballs - and a dry tongue   Attack of giddiness - head is going round   People on the street - walk, rush and speak   Eat, drink, consume - money takes control   They don't care - about you   No time to think - to help for you