where do people get their courage   that i'll never understand   i opened up to show you   saw us walking hand in hand      now i feel so embarrassed   i was just disturbing you   but how could i keep it quiet   didn't know what else to do      i had to have it all   and ran into a wall   and i didn't stop to see   plain reality      now that i left the whirlpool   i'm walking straight again   my life is back to normal   but i've noticed it too late      how can i live my life for me   when everytime i close my eyes   there is you that i see   you're everywhere, can't run away