Myself      What do I do to ignore them behind me?   Do I follow my instincts blindly?   Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams   And give into sad thoughts that are maddening?      Do I sit here and try to stand it?   Or do I try to catch 'em red handed?   Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?   Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?      Because I can't hold when I'm stretched so thin   I make the right moves but I'm lost within   I put on my daily facade but then   I just end up getting hurt again, by myself      Myself   I ask why   But in my mind I find   I can't rely on myself      Myself   I ask why   But in my mind I find   I can't rely on myself      I can't look around   (It's too much to take in)   I can't hold back   (When I'm stretched so thin)      I can't slow down   (Watching everything spin)   I can't look back   (Starting over again)      If I turn my back, I'm defenseless   And to go blindly seems senseless   If I hide my pride and let it all go on, then they?ll   Take from me 'til everything is gone      If I let them go, I'll be outdone   But if I try to catch 'em I'll be, outrun   If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer   Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer, by myself      Myself   I ask why   But in my mind I find   I can't rely on myself      Myself   I ask why   But in my mind I find   I can't rely on myself      I can't look around   It's too much to take in   I can't hold back   When I'm stretched so thin      I can't slow down   Watching everything spin   I can't look back   Starting over again      Don't you   Don't you   Don't you      Know, I can't tell you how to make it   Go, no matter what I do, how hard I   Try, I can?t seem to convince myself   Why, I?m stuck on the outside, don't you      Know, I can't tell you how to make it   Go, no matter what I do, how hard I   Try, I can?t seem to convince myself   Why, I?m stuck on the outside, don't you      Know, I can't tell you how to make it   Go, no matter what I do, how hard I   Try, I can?t seem to convince myself   Why, I?m stuck on the outside, don't you      Know, I can't tell you how to make it   Go, no matter what I do, how hard I   Try, I can?t seem to convince myself   Why, I?m stuck on the outside, don't you      Know, I can't tell you how to make it   Go, no matter what I do, how hard I   Try, I can?t seem to convince myself   Why, I?m stuck on the outside, don't you      Know, I can't tell you how to make it   Go, no matter what I do, how hard I   Try, I can?t seem to convince myself   Why, I?m stuck on the outside