I don't know who to trust, no surprise   Everyone feels so far away from me   Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies      Trying not to break   But I'm so tired of this deceit   Every time I try to make myself   Get back up on my feet      All I ever think about is this   All the tiring time between   And how trying to put my trust in you   Just takes so much out of me      Take everything from the inside   And throw it all away   'Cause I swear for the last time   I won't trust myself with you      Tension is building inside, steadily   Everyone feels so far away from me   Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me      Trying not to break   But I'm so tired of this deceit   Every time I try to make myself   Get back up on my feet      All I ever think about is this   All the tiring time between   And how trying to put my trust in you   Just takes so much out of me      Take everything from the inside   And throw it all away   'Cause I swear for the last time   I won't trust myself with you      I won't waste myself on you   You, you   Waste myself on you   You, you      I'll take everything from the inside   And throw it all away   'Cause I swear for the last time   I won't trust myself with you      Everything from the inside   And just throw it all away   'Cause I swear for the last time   I won't trust myself with you   You, you