Gotta stop myself from running back to you      I dont know, what is real   always make 'in it feel   like i dont know what im thinking      Blow your cool   Drop the ball   Throw your fist, through the wall   Without even blinking      (pre-chorus)   And the more you swear   that you have changed   the more you stay the same      (chorus)   I gotta stop   i gotta stop   i gotta stop myself from running back to you   (repeat chorus)      stop coming   stop running   stop dreaming   stop feeling      Build me up   Tear me down   till i feel   like a clown   thats just what im used to      when you should 'pologize   its my fault, no surprise   but now i see through you      (Pre-chorus)      (chorus)      Can you sleep at night   Oh it must be nice   to always have the other hand   Im already gone   and you still dont understand...      (chorus x4)