This is not my home    these are not my friends    a new place to go    this is not the end       closer now than when I remember    some good time to begin    no regrets there's none    selfish once too much    payback made in full    maybe not enough    I don't make the rules   waiting as well as hiding    afraid of fighting    all senses trying to stay in focus    to bring it closer another moment   and then I blow it    and now you know it   and you believe you have the secret    it's in the open    and now you're closing   the book of reason    no fear of using    and now we're even   by now you get it    it's got to stop