Just starin' at these four walls closin'   In on me, feelin' like time's frozen   Fadin' in and out, noddin' and dozin'   Guilt tearin' up my brain like erosion      What I did to you was wrong, I admit it   I regret that I did it like a junkie when he's jonzin'   All alone in what used to be a home   But you packed up our joy in that bag you put your clothes in      The voice mail that you left me was scoldin'   Hot enough to burn a hole in a cauldron   'Cause it was all true, that's why we all through   Now your girl's pickin' up the cell when I call you      Talkin' slick like she ain't here   She don't want you no more, punk disappear, click   I need to hit her with a brick   But that'll only lead me to a worse predicament      I hope your girlfriend ain't got you on a liquor binge   With her bitter attitude just 'cause she's sick of men   But I'ma keep on callin', fightin' 'til the end   On my knees 'til they bleed, to prove my love again      I sit in front of yo' crib in the pourin' rain   Whylin' out screamin' yo' name   And keepin' ringin' yo' bell 'til you mad as hell   And call the po'-po', I ain't afraid   (Yeah, yeah)      You can get yo' folks and yo' cousins and them   And try to run me off yo' blocka   But I ain't scared, I ain't goin' nowhere   And I ain't stoppin' 'til I gotcha to show you I changed shawty      I seen you at the movies with some tall cat   So I bust his headlights with a ball bat   When I was with you he would give me dap and all that   Now you in his arms in the mall, what you call that?      That's what I get for creepin' and crawlin'   Every other weekend gone until the mornin'   Sneakin' out to my dirt, dead wrong   Comin' back past dawn with the guilty mask on      And I never counted the cost, took heed to warnings   Try to hurt a rose you get pricked by a thorn   And it don't feel nice, when you wake up nights   Shakin' in cold sweats and your whole life's a wreck      That was the old me, the one I still regret   The one you couldn't respect, the one you should forget   But I'ma keep on callin', fightin' 'til the end   On my knees 'til they bleed, to prove my love again      I sit in front of yo' crib in the pourin' rain   Whylin' out screamin' yo' name   And keepin' ringin' yo' bell 'til you mad as hell   And call the po'-po', I ain't afraid   (Yeah, yeah)      You can get yo' folks and yo' cousins and them   And try to run me off yo' blocka   But I ain't scared, I ain't goin' nowhere   And I ain't stoppin' 'til I gotcha to show you I changed shawty   To show you I changed shawty      I really did change shawty   (I'm tellin' you I've changed)   I wanna show you I changed shawty   (I still love you)      I don't care if the cops got me surrounded   SWAT teams whatever, tell 'em to send the hounds in   My mind's in an altered state   Like I'm headed for a wall, top speed, foot off the brake      I make a fool of myself, girl whatever it takes   I already played the fool when I let you escape   You're as, good as it gets, your friendship your sex   Everything about you and yours connects      From your, beautiful smile to the scent of your skin   The sheets smell different, this is not livin'   It feels like dyin', and God knows I'm tryin'   Ain't no sight sadder than a grown man cryin'      Please find it in your heart to forgive me   Realize only God can convict me   We all make mistakes, so have you   If God show mercy on me, then you should too      I sit in front of yo' crib in the pourin' rain   Whylin' out screamin' yo' name   And keepin' ringin' yo' bell 'til you mad as hell   And call the po'-po', I ain't afraid   (Yeah, yeah)      You can get yo' folks and yo' cousins and them   And try to run me off yo' blocka   But I ain't scared, I ain't goin' nowhere   And I ain't stoppin' 'til I gotcha to show you I changed shawty   To show you I changed shawty      I really did change shawty   (I'm tellin' you I've changed)   I wanna show you I changed shawty   (I still love you)   Oww   (I'm tellin' you I've changed)