he wanted to make a difference be understood right?   wanted to go the distance wanted to live that good life   put some work on that wood jumped and took flight   left his hand writin' in that book what that look like?   happy mess is the reach touch and manifest it   caught between respect your momma   and them battle weapons   lost your adolescence at them intersections   spread them wings   and you're gonna need some landin' lessons   the sun is gonna burn them feathers   lost track of time tryin' to ride the bender   used to have an agenda but really why remember?   doesn't matter when your head's in   a bottle somewhere in tribeca   or maybe you sedate it up in silverlake   cheatin' fate first rate feelin' great   tryin' to turn a first date   into a friendly game of kill the snake   can't wait to get her face against a pillow case      progress that came with a cost   rejoice for the rain that will wash   multiple choice you can stay on that cross   or grab it by the arms and break 'em off      the wheels are stopped done so let me off   deal the cards but already lost   kill me now just to get applause   steal the shot run and set it off   i feel and i fear and i want and i can't break away      if they buy it for you how you not gonna drink it?   if they fry it for you how you not gonna eat it?   if they throw it to you how you not gonna hold it?   touch it taste it love it and f**k with it a moment?   every city's the same scene gangrene   vampire's lookin' at your veins fangs craving   interchangeable hair similar name jeans   faux-made take charge and late start playthings   it ain't harder to tell   they rebel to celebrate the day their martyr had fell   now meet him at the bar 'cause it's part of the sell   felt at peace leavin' pieces of his heart at hotels   stepped in with his next new best friend   on the bed's edge loadin' up on the weapon   tryin' to win big all bets in   now pull the bedspread back and pop that essence      the wheels are stopped done so let me off   deal the cards but already lost   kill me now just to get applause   steal the shot run and set it off   i feel and i fear and i want   and i can't breakaway.