If you can hear this don't assume that I'm talking to you   Yesterday everything I thought, I believed in died   But today is my birthday, today is my birthday      I don't need you, I'll say it to myself   It doesn't mean I won't need somebody   Anyone with half a soul will hear this and they'll never leave me      If you don't know what forever feels like   I'll show you what it feels like without it   I'll show you what it feels like without it      This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in   This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in      And I can get by now, I'm not really dead   But I really needed someone to save me   Leaving me alone to die   Is worse than having any guts to kill me      If you don't know what forever feels like   I'll show you what it feels like without it   I'll show you what it feels like without it      This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in   This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in      Not letting you win won't satisfy me   I'll teach you about loss   Not letting you win won't satisfy me   I'll teach you about loss      Not letting you win won't satisfy me   I'll teach you about loss   Not letting you win won't satisfy me   I'll teach you about loss      Not letting you win won't satisfy me   I'll teach you about loss   Not letting you win won't satisfy me   I'll teach you about loss