( ladykillers ep )      Look at this page which I wrote yesterday   Just a selfish expression of beer and depression and   My insecurity so much a part of me   Swells up the pages of numerous diaries      Humiliations both real and imagined   All lie on this page and stare back at me mocking me   I run away from them push them away from   Soon and again they return to embarrass me.      ........      Lie in my bed and stare up at the ceiling   We live in events of a previous evening   My poor little ego that bruises so easily   Fighting my conscience to justify reasons      Look in your soul tell me what do you see?    Can you honestly say you're completely at ease?    Do you believe that your conscience is clean?    Well I say you're a liar.