Speak And The Devil Appears       and everything goes through me on a Tuesday night feeling wrong yet right    I won't admit I'm wrong dramatize and move along    and everything you say I push down inside a hole where it can hide    resurfaces today its leaking out me through the sides    of the story that I've been victimized I have to realize    and face up to my faults the irony it makes me strong    convienient thinking used to mean everything i think i can't be wrong    the lies i feed myself a selfish figure shows itself    so will you go on when you can't see the darkest part inside of me a darker future lurks unseen    will you forgive me? forgive myself how the end will turn out we don't know    this hibernation heals the soul    so please let me go you're on your own    seems we can't face one last embrace    and i will return one lesson learned    please say goodbye inside i die    as i hid behind me fears   i've lost what i hold dear and the truth is what i fear    and i speak and the devil appears