I would love to be better, I would love to be free   I would love to be perfect when you look at me   But instead I'm still crying, yes, instead I'm still lying   Sad to say "I'm still trying not to be me"      When I see all the weakness that I turned into sickness   I still think I can slide just fine on the ice   It's not easy to be honest sometimes I'm just astonished   How hard it can be to be true      Why do I lie, Is it just to get by?   If I give up my lines, will I die?   If fortunes are favored then I am in labor   And I'm trying so hard to leave lying behind      I don't want to be hazy, I don't think that I'm crazy   But I've had some moments where I am not sure   And if you can forgive me for just being human   Then I will try harder to keep my words pure      I could be on the border, it could be a disorder   Honestly, I think that I can come clean   And all of my stories might even be boring   If I can tell you what they all mean      Why do I lie, is it just to get by?   If I give up my lines, will I die?   If fortunes are favored then I am in labor   And I'm trying so hard to leave lying behind