I get lost behind the plot   And I'm skinny with regret   And I barely breathe enough   And I'm swimming in the thoughts   That I haven't got to yet   And I crane to rise above      I know you're waiting for me   I know you'll still be there      I get weakened with the weight   And I'm riddled with remorse   And I spin, but not the rooms   And I'm shamed to have to state   That I'm bottled at the source   And I sputter on the fumes      I know you're waiting for me   I know you'll still be there   I know you're waiting for me   I know you'll still be there      My mind is mute   My nerves are numb   But still      I know you're waiting for me   I know you'll still be there   I know you're waiting for me   I know you'll still be there