hating myself for the way i've acted for so long now   all of this confidence was wrong so i am      changing the rules to a game i thought i knew so well   breaking the news to myself, i've finally won   fuck this i'm tired of making myself feel guilty   for everything i believed in   i'm sick of thinking i was wrong but i won't give up till i'm alright      teasing myself i'm convinced i was right all along   too many field trips to the bar   so i am      changing the rules to a game i thought i knew so well   breaking the news to myself, i've finally won   fuck this i'm tired of making myself feel guilty   for everything i believed in   i'm sick of thinking i was wrong but i won't give up till i'm alright      fuck this i'm tired of making myself feel guilty   for everything i believed in   i'm sick of thinking i was wrong but i won't give up till i'm alright