So pain told you to take her   Well I learned to accept that feeling   'cause I found how to numb it   If only for just a short while   I'd get so high, I'd forget my own name   I scarred my fist, I scarred my brain   I think that I'm going insane   I think that I'm going insane      So drink up, so shoot in   Why must this feeling end   I crawled in my narcotic shell   Was crucified in my own hell   A gutter's where I found myself   Among the waste I chose to dwell   I chose to dwell      So now I'm in your system   And I'm what helps you numb your pain   With time you will confide in me   So lonely my friend, I've made you lose control   You'll use me more and more with time   Our friendship grows with each mainline   So glad that you could be so blind   So glad that you could be so blind      So drink up, so shoot in   'cause I'll make this feeling end   I built you this narcotic shell   I crucifies you in your hell   Your life not yours, you're just my slave   I am your messiah of pain   And time has come to   Time has come to, time has come to   There is no time to pray      'cause I'm your God now