left man a fear of and anger despising the beauty of losing the derning context self   reproach and chaos no longer walking towards clarity yet not surrendering to the guilt complex   sanction from the disorder called for   retrospect no remorse or obligation deeds are done and completed the unisightly dignified   with iniquity mutilated by the sword of sense and stability lost in the cave of spite gorging   oneself in the pit of indulgence whilst others whimper of appetite the hunger for sacrifice   the starvation for trauma distant from the origin of violence vortices the karma of rapture   hysteria as an element of death the animated fixtures of your enemies taking shape as the worst   of of the all left a man of fear and anger despising the beauty of losing the context self   reproach and chaos no longer walking towards clarity yet not surrending to the guilt complex   sanction from the disorder called for    retrospect