All I ever wanted was a little discipline   A master's touch to give me some serenity within   Now I know there's no one there to save me from myself   All I ever needed was a minute of safe rest   A stronghold to give shelter from the pressure and the test   Now I know there's no one there to save me from myself      Standing cold in victory and longing for some sun   Begging still for mercy when the time for truth has come      Leave here. Turn home      We're all dry and dead and gone and not to breathe again      Leave here. Turn home      Rip the life and laughter out, rebuild it in my name   When the city rises, I will rule and I will blame   Now I know there's no one there to save me but myself   See me, fat and choking on the words that I remade   See my lover bleeding, there is beauty in the strain      Now I know there's no one there to save me from myself