Every time I look at you I wanna kill, I wanna kill   Stranger things that I would do to make you feel the way I feel   It's just that I have been broken so many thousand times   And every time I start again I wonder why, wonder why      It's been such a hard year, it won't ever change   My heart isn't cold now, it's not what it seems because   You say to me, "My heart feels far away"   I'm lovesick now      Every time you look at me I wanna die, wanna die   Stranger things that I would say to make you feel the way I feel   It's just that I have been broken so many thousand times   And every time I start again I wonder why, wonder why      It's been such a hard year, it won't ever change   My heart isn't cold now, it's not what it seems because   You say to me your heart feels far away      Now day by day I start to realize that   Nothing's gonna change so I became   It doesn't really matter anyway   It's not what it seems to me, because   You say to me your heart feels far away   I'm lovesick now