i always sleep through holidaze   don’t really wanna see my face   i can't know i'm alone if i am not awake   i always sleep through holidaze   sitting by myself, inside a tiny room   watching bad tv, got nothing else to do   drink til i get sick,   start howling at the moon   spending all my nights just missin' you      i always feel so goddamn small   i can't fit in so fuck them all   i close my eyes i can't let on i'm miserable   i always feel so goddamn small      sitting by myself, inside a tiny room   watching bad tv got nothing else to do   drink til i get sick   start howling at the moon   spending all my nights just missin' you   spending all my nights just missin' you      god will surround me,   on the floor in my kitchen   drunk on thanksgiving   just hopin' and wishin'   that i can fall asleep and forget bout where i am   forget that you aren't here, yeah, i think i'm sleepin' in      sitting by mself, inside a tiny room   watching bad tv got nothing else to do