I can feel it pumping through my veins    I can feel my mind is off again    I can feel it cutting through the pain    And I like it       I can't change the way things are    And I can't make you love me    And I like it, why do I like it?       Blind me I don't want o see this    Leave me I don't want your kindness    Numb me I don't want to feel it    My life is wasting away       So tell me sir with the bible in your hand    How can your God ever love this worthless man?    A man so low, who can't even love himself    With his pistol and his pills laying on the shelf       I can't save myself today    I can't change my evil ways    I can't ever be the same    And I like it, why do I like it?       You can't imagine all the pain    You can't make this go away    Please sir can you find a way    How do I like it? My life needs to change