Embarrassed possessed and so uncivilized   Just take a look at the whites of my eyes   See me now and I will apologies   For me, for you, we knew they were lies      It makes me angry, ashamed but really alive   It may have worked but at what price   What's the point in always looking back   When all you see is more and more junk      It was no surface but all feeling   Maybe at the time, it felt like dreaming      Maybe richer, maybe wiser   Seems so easy to not go too far   Beg me to stop hate my face I know   And tell me forever just to go      Just one thing before I get to sleep   Nothing here but the stains on my teeth   No, not blood just liquid from you   I only wish it was the truth      Feel the guilt of a sinner   Feel the cold of a winter      It was no surface but all feeling   Maybe at the time it felt like dreaming