The wind in my hair and the black in my eyes   I was holding back tears I was realing with surprise   With noone to phone I just chewed at the time   I was waving goodbye to take control of my mind      And the beat of my heart marks the passing of time   And I just want to scream at the sky    There's times when my mind was an explosion of feeling   I'm trying to hold on to the soul inside      I looked for your lies I play the game eyes   I couldn't find the way out, the wheres or the whys   Should I laught, should I cry,    Should I live, should I die?   This wild celebration caused feelings inside      And the beat of my heart marks the passing of time   And I just want to scream at the sky    There's times when my mind was an explosion of feeling   I'm trying to hold on to the soul inside      (repeat several times)      It's a wild celebration of the feelings inside   And it's tearing me up...   It's a wild celebration of feelings inside...